cramming....

Doing things in the last minute
when you can do it ahead of time,
Setting your goals
but breaking it all.

They said it's abnormal
but I guess it's normal,
That is why now I'm doom
for breaking my own goal.

at last...

I really can't explain what I felt when kaye told me that Sir RSG had already given me his Go Signal. I want to SHOUT, I want to CRY, I became so excited and happy that I didn't know what to do. At LAST...the words that I've been wanting and longing for so many days was now given to me... all the pain and hardship that I felt before was now replaced by gratitude. I am so grateful that even though it takes a long time just to get for my topic to be approved, still it was approved.

But, after the happiness here comes another feeling. Suddenly I became confused. I became afraid that I might not finished this research. Now more hardships and pain will be waiting for me. I just hope that everything will be paid off. And I wish I can handle all the hardships that would come to my way...... May ALLAH bless me always...and guide me through this new journey that I'd be taking..

So much for the worry...hehehe...I know Sir RSG will also be there for me and for the rest of the class.. just hope that he would not get tired of us...hehehe..